Article posted March 21, 2007
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Hello… Let me do this quick!! I just want to let you all know that my computer suddenly died on me since last week so I have no computer anymore and no access to the internet in any way. No time to go to internet cafes also. That is why I can’t check my email nor can I update or anything :-(
I don’t know when my computer will be fixed so yeah. I’ll be back as soon as I can.. Rawr. I hope it gets fixed soon.
>>i'll edit this later today.. miss ko kayo sobra, nag uumapaw ang puso ko sa sobrang saya at pasasalamat sa inyong lahat... <<
Alright… I’m back.
So how’s life my beautiful friends?? :-) sorry been outa reach for a while, hectic sched and that ^^ .. i'm still on earth tho & life has taken me places literally (talk about mall shows and radio tours!) just lettin the musique play..
Parang ang dami na nangyari since the last time I updated my blog ah! Where do I start?
Last time ang sinsasabi ko I was feeling blah.. lol, do you even understand what I meant?
Wala lang, yung parang weird na emosyon… you don’t know how exactly you are feeling. ang daming dapat gawin, madami kang naiisip, tapos bigla ka nalang ma e-emote nang hindi mo alam kung bakit… then ma re-realize mo pa na madami kang na mi-miss na tao. Basta kung anu-ano lang, hindi mo alam i-explain, yun yung wirdo dun.. haha =p I’m sure some of you can relate.
Nung mga nakaraang araw mayroong masasayang oras.. pero madami din sad. Ganun talaga diba.. mayroon kang mga bagong matutuklasan at maririnig na mga bagay na magugulat ka, yung iba nakakatuwa yung iba nakakalungkot. Idagdag mo pa ang mga hindi inaasahang pangyayari.. at mga embarrassing moments na hindi maiiwasan! Hahaha!!! pero ang importante talaga lagi kang may baong HAPPY THOUGHTS . If you don’t have even one reason to be happy and to be thankful about then yun ang makakapag down talaga sayo, but the good news is hindi naman nawawalan ng mga yun. Just.. breathe… appreciate.
By the way if I have online friends meron din namang new friends in real life na na-meet ko during SS :-D actually, madami na, pero yung mga tao na ‘to na I’m talking about, iba sila kasi kung nasaan ako nandun din sila.. haha, sweet.. minsan nagugulat na lang ako. Ate Merly, Mhai, Tom, Albert, Janet, Rica, Ruiz, CJ (more later…) . Truth is, I really thought I didn’t have time last week to see them and have some kwento like nung mga nakaraang week na nakikita at nakakausap ko sila coz we were out of town for 4 days tapos laging meron taping. Pero naiisip ko sila kasi when I was in davao,cebu and Iloilo, I was thinking kung anong puwede pasalubong. Now last Friday, we had a shoot… It was already around 3:30 am when we finished. And that time I wasn’t really in the best mood.. kasi, basta. Nung naglalakad na ‘ko papunta sa gate ng GMA I was about to go home I saw them na naghihintay sakin. Siyempre na surprise talaga ako… kasi hindi pumasok sa isip ko yun na maghihintay sila sakin and I mean anong oras na?? They were all very excited when they saw me.. tapos nung malapit na ‘ko they were all like “na miss ka namin!! hinintay ka talaga namin…” and they were all huggy huggy. It really made me cry.
You know what these people, they always have something to give me.. grabeh.. to think na ako dapat ang may gift sa kanila, ako dapat yung may pasalubong pag meron kaming mall shows, pero hindi ganon ang nangyayari.. in fact wala pa ako nabibigay na kahit ano sa ngayon. Pero sila mula sa gummy bears hanggang sa mga pillow and butterflies and letters…!!One thing i can say is... it’s the littlest things that truly count . They would even wait for me outside every Sunday after SS live.. and almost every guesting namin for just a short hug and beso. Really unexpected. So is the fact that i gained friends, as a result of a random computer-room/blog conversation. :-)
On the serious sincere note I want to thank you all so much talaga.
Last last Sunday, hindi ko inasahan na matatawag ang pangalan ko na makasali sa final 6 survivors. Super wala kayong idea how I felt that night, hanggang ngayon po. Sa suportang binibigay niyo sakin, mula noon hanggang ngayon, salamat talaga. Pero honestly, I’m amazed. Kasi naisip ko, given na yung family, relatives ko and my old friends na full support sakin, nothing surprising about that. Pero kayo po… kayo na kung tutuusin hindi related talaga sakin but still you care, you feel for me, nandiyan kayo para maniwala sakin, para isama ako sa mga prayers, always there to cheer me up.. my gosh. Isn’t that something?? I feel so blessed. I don't know how i'm EVER gonna repay my friends for everything. ALL my real friends in this journey, ya'll got such big hearts & coz of that, YOU shine!!!
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>>> IZZIE STEVENS , girl… sige na nga, gusto mo advance ang greeting ko? hahaha :-)
Advance Happy2x birthday my friend !! more loveeeeeee for ya! at dahil diyan, belated happy birthday na rin to my DAD (March 17… LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!).. and to KYLE (March 16).
>>>> Eigengrau , good vibes sa mga exams mo ha... yakang yaka mo yan! :-D
>>>>> IRENEO , napaka gandang song.
"Jesus you are the Voice of Truth
And I will listen to you.."
xx, Ju.♥
~~ The tide is high but I'm holding on.. lalala........ ~~
-avhie rumb1e-
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